Victim of experience

Weird heading .. But too many things irritating me makin everything go blank .. :(

Why do elders have to be right every time ? I mean they have much more experience about the world than me but Can't I ever have a fair point .. !!

Believe in .. .

When every ray of hope turns into darkness ,

my faith in everything ceases,

every sensation turns grey ,

all the feelings feel like breakin away,

and when i cant hold on to anything ,

give me something to believe in .. .

When I'm crushed to pieces ,

world around me crumbles leaving no traces ,

i think I've totally lost control ,

i look around for some where to go ,

but I'm lost within ,

give me someplace to believe in .. .

Everybody here is a stranger ,

i feel I'm left alone ,

I've become infected to failures ,

only my heart seems to beat along ,

when i am tired of loosing ,

give me someone to believe in .. .

When I'm looking at the house of cards gettin shattered ,

every piece that reminds me of everything that mattered ,

I'll need all the lost cards to again start building ,

one day I'll again start believing .. .