Philosophical mood

Sometimes i feel that i'm some avatar of god sent to change things whenever i see things happening are wrong. The problem is that is that i stil haven't realised my powers. But when i do, i'l be able to save myself. And everyone else too. I'll find the people i love. It'll all be good then. But coming back to reality, there won't come a day when morpheus will come searching for me. i'll have to survive in this real matrix myself. Most of the people won't even care about how sad you are. They'll onle be jealous about how happy you will be. Except a few. Yeah! except a few genuine people. Very important to find such people in life. And if you do, you're so damn lucky. Everybody has their own problems which they keep fightin with so they won't bother much about yours. So its better to be happy with what you have n share the same happiness cuz sorrows don't have a patient listener always. We'll all die one day however famous we get. Being nice or rude to anyone won't matter. Being anything or anyone won't change nature. I mean, nothing is important anyway but every damn thing needs to be done. We'll be forced to do all lot of stuff that we don't want to. And we will also try to do all that we are not allowed to. Everything that starts does have an end. And in the end nothing will remain. Except the love. Except the pain. Except the feelings. Except the change.

I remember my college director's last words of his speech on our farewell. All he wanted to tell us in the end was, ' live abundantly ' .