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It's cloudy outside tonight. No rain though.
Just like my thoughts inside currently. Unclear. Dark. Blur.
Phase where everything is okay and I still feel the dullness. In me. Why?
Feels like the thought process needs fresh air. Like there's something stuck somewhere that needs to be cleared out. That is being ignored for quite too long.
Too many things, too many words, too many wishes.. As if I put all of them in a bag and tossed it somewhere in the unconscious.
I am working towards designing products in a better way. Learning where lines have to be crossed to build and where they have to make borders. And in the process, i see my design, my own lines for myself flawed.
There's something that definitely needs to be corrected. I don't know what.
Do i just need time for myself?
Questions. Worries. Aims. Ways.
Maybe there needs to be a change. Or maybe not.

I feel like going for a long run on an early morning. Like really long. Keep running till I find out the answers or get tired and try again next morning.